Portilia Alone

As I stand outside Rashkaa's and mine once happy house i begin to wonder what happened, He has been away for so long and i was called to serve my dutie what else could i do. I wonder if they still remember me, Or will they pretend i never exsisted?
It has been so long so i have no idea what they will do, I just hope for my sake they will accept me back as i have no where else to go and i am all alone now.
As this thought hits me i can feel my eyes burning up with hot tears threatening to spill over the edge, I give my head a shake I will not cry because this is not the end
I Swear